Spike/Vamp!Xander

[goldenlightears.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a specific fic (the name I cannot remember), but also any fic like it.

So the fic I'm looking for is Xander was made insane and turned by Angelous instead of Drusilla (who I think never existed in this universe). He had a red headed friend, and because of that is becoming obsessed with Willow when they reach Sunnydale to find a cure.

I also would like any fic with an insane Xander, doesn't have to be him as a vampire, but just him struggling with reality.

Thank you!!

Comments

[copykween.livejournal.com]

The specific search part of this belongs on the seeking_spike.

The general search of insane Xander fics is fine here.

Thanks,
CK

[lusciousxander.livejournal.com]

Drowning Not Waving (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=lusciousxander&keyword=Fic%3A%20Drowning%20Not%20Waving&filter=all) is a Xander/Spike fic with a struggling Xander.

[goldenlightears.livejournal.com]

Thank you!!!!