Spuffy with Spike/other

[luzha.livejournal.com]

hi! I would really love to hear recomendations for fics there Spike ever cheats on Buffy or married and Buffy is his mistress/lover/affair. Would be good if its complited, have lots of agnst and take long time for Spike to decide witch women he want to be with. It could be ever AU or vamp. If it has pregnancy or baby even better. Ah no main characters death please. Cause as great as Aint Love Grand is its too sad! Thanks ahead!